Simplicity at its finest is NOT what i would depict how my life was, nor would i suggest the continuation of my naivety however, as my life escalates into complexity, i hope to keep my optimistic hindsight on life in order to live. Just live. My personal ordeal is to live with no regrets, as though i will die tomorrow. I follow the path that will lead me to who I want to be: someone who people can confide in, to go to when they are in their deepest hour; that's who I want to be. That is my aim in life. Hobbies and interests make my path more flamboyant and enticing, while my family, pet, and friends are the reasons for my existence; the reasons why i try and improve myself. My lack of self motivation for change may be quite obvious, but it doesn't mean that improvement did not occur. It may be so petite, so small, that it's practically invisible, but i guarantee you, i do try. Indefinitely.



Blog By EGO BOX

Wednesday 4 March 2009

pms rage

I believe the title is quite self explaining, don't you think? Yeah, I've been stressed out lately. Just studying makes me feel stressed LOL but that doesn't mean I'm going to stop studying just for the sake of having less stress. I'd rather stress now than stress even more for the rest of my life! You know, I was starting to doubt things when my red friend didn't come last month. I talked to my science teacher, Mrs. Rogers, and she just assumed the worst: pregnancy. ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! HELL NO!! I'M A PROUD VIRGIN HERE! So the next thing was stress. I think so too. It was so unlucky when it came at the worst time EVER - just before my assessment test =.='! Seriously, I think I should give it an alias of 'the red devil' instead now! Oh wells, at least this proves that I'm not pregnant =)!

I must say, I DO believe someone hates me up there *looks up to the ceiling* because the other day in chemistry class, Jacky accidentally rolled a test tube to the ground and guess what? It didn't break. ARE YOU F**KING KIDDING ME?! I mean, when I accidentally drop it into the sink, it cracks, but when Jacky drops it to the ground, it doesn't. Almost every bloody time, whatever glassware I touch, it breaks. Seriously, this is NOT funny anymore! (Or maybe a bit?) Matthew and Nathan were cracking up jokes about it and how I got owned.

Matthew: Hey Fiona, do you know what the moral of this is?
Fiona: What?
Matthew: Nothing, there IS no moral. You just got owned!

LALALA! I DON"T WANT TO HEAR IT!

On Tuesday, I had a meeting with the others and we had a pretty fun time talking about possible games to 'break the ice' on Induction Day (which was today). Andrew had a really good idea, but he managed to make a clown out of himself again =). Unfortunately, under the circumstances we were given, it was highly UNLIKELY that we would be able to conduct that specific 'game' successfully. It was called effective discussions. Instead, we played 'BANG' and 'KNOTS.' I thought Tuyet, Maxine, and Kevin's idea of 'Chinese Opera' was fun to play! I guess not everyone thought the same =D. Anyways, today was pretty tiring, chaotic, loud and humid! THANKS TO WENDY we managed to make it to the location of the meeting, and THANKS TO KATTY for the food because it made me feel so much better! The leaders tried to socialise with everyone so they wouldn't feel lonely. We had quite a lot of 'noise' from a group of boys and I lost myself a couple of times trying to control them. That's okay, because it worked =), though I got really tired afterward hahaha! I think it's due to my pms that I actually got the courage to do all those mad things today. Oh wells! Anyways, I'm pretty tired by now so I'll stop here =).

TOODLES!
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