Simplicity at its finest is NOT what i would depict how my life was, nor would i suggest the continuation of my naivety however, as my life escalates into complexity, i hope to keep my optimistic hindsight on life in order to live. Just live. My personal ordeal is to live with no regrets, as though i will die tomorrow. I follow the path that will lead me to who I want to be: someone who people can confide in, to go to when they are in their deepest hour; that's who I want to be. That is my aim in life. Hobbies and interests make my path more flamboyant and enticing, while my family, pet, and friends are the reasons for my existence; the reasons why i try and improve myself. My lack of self motivation for change may be quite obvious, but it doesn't mean that improvement did not occur. It may be so petite, so small, that it's practically invisible, but i guarantee you, i do try. Indefinitely.



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Friday 26 March 2010

twice the celebration

19O31O - Peter D2.'s 18th; Viausto's 18th; Ralph's 20th Birthdays.
23O31O - Derek's 18th Birthday.

It initially started with dinner at Merrylands RSL Club, on Saturday, where we "indulged" ourselves with food, like how Derek would put it =). It was supposed to be an outing to Ocean Land/Aquarium, but some people, including the birthday boy himself, had tests the next few days so he changed it to a dinner instead. The congregation was quite nice seeing that we haven't really seen each other since uni has started, and the outcome of the outing pleased the birthday boy quite a lot =). 

Anyways,  obviously with buffets, you'd want to eat your money's worth, right? Right. According to Derek, we needed to eat 7.5 platefuls of food (don't forget they need to be expensive too - seafood!) to eat our money's worth. I did aim to eat 7 plates, but I only managed just over half way. If you knew me, you'd know I eat a lot when out, so why did I only managed to half the amount that I aimed to eat? Because of my incompetence. Rather than alternating between salads and filling dishes, I ate mostly of filling (and not to mention cheap, because they weren't all seafood) dishes and drank lots of water. I faced the consequences in the toilets... No, not from the bottom (you disgusting people!); from the top. I practically emptied out all my stomach contents. *sigh* Had to start again. It wasn't so bad. I didn't feel sick afterward; I actually felt hungry again LOL! 
Better out then in! - Vicky Fong.
Yes, I completely agree Vicky LOL! Thank you to Kelly, Vicky and Wendy for being there for me during that disgusting moment and making me laugh afterward =D. We went back to the table and continued eating and catching up with everyone else again. Speaking of food, Derek got a free mini chocolate cake, with a sparkler candle, because it was his birthday =D. Apparently, his mum tipped them off about it =D awww! Also, because it was his birthday, we get to stay longer at the buffet =D YAY! Did you know that they have a chocolate fountain? Chocolate covered marsh-mellows and fruits, here I come =D! 

Since Derek's birthday was on a Tuesday (aka. uni day) he had his celebration earlier, so we decided to give him a surprise visit instead =). Let's have a standing ovation for Wendy's organising and planning skills *claps hard* =D. The plan didn't go completely to plan, but it was just as good =D. We managed to get a fairly large group of people to participate with event, who all helped with the banner, the cake and the D-formation =D so thanks to everyone, Derek's surprise was a success =D. It was slightly ruined when Derek cheekily previously suggested that he didn't want to go to uni on his birthday, because it was his birthday, and people were telling him to go. Obviously, something was up ;D. The chipped-in money was partially used for the event itself, but the rest would be given to Derek and our 18th birthday gift to him. We would've bought him a ticket for shark diving but a) they didn't provide vouchers, b) he didn't know when he'd be free next and c) it's unlikely that he wanted to go shark diving alone, and we only had enough for 1 ticket. Hence, Wendy came down to the decision of just giving him the money =). Anyways, thanks to David and Shirley L. for providing the photos =).

Wendy leading Derek to the location =).
 YAY!!! OUR COLOURFUL BANNER =D!!!
 
I agree Vicky, " best "i am totally surprised about this unexpectedly unexpected get-together" face ever :D "
 
Lamington and honey-flavoured swirls with gummy babies anyone?
D-FORMATION =D !!!
There were more people than this =).

Hope you had an awesome one Derek, and that you liked our surprise =D. Don't worry Derek, even though you're a year older doesn't change the fact that we all love you just the way you are =D (especially Wendy ;D). Stay strong, stay healthy, and continue smiling that smile of yours because anyone who sees it will always feel GOOGOL TIMES better than they already do =).

Friday 12 March 2010

좋 은 일만 생각하기

Day by Day by SNSD 


눈을 뜨면 달콤한 햇살
싱그러운 fruit향 흐르고
모카라떼 가득 담아 작은 테라스에 앉아
그댈 떠 올리면

나 도 몰래 스미는 미소
좋은 일만 생길 것 같아
누구도 만질 수 없는
내 하루의 설레임들을 느껴보죠

우 리끼리 미리 허락 받지도 않은 채
말랑거리는 사랑을 해도 되는 건지
하지만 뭐 어때 마법처럼
날 것 같은 기분 숨길 수 없어

Oh Day by day Day by day
내 마음도 네 맘처럼 사랑으로 채워 넣을게
크림 처럼 포근하게 서로를 위해 바라봐요
항상 좋은 일만 생각해요

가끔씩은 다퉜던 일이
내 마음을 아프게 해도
그 대 멋졌던 모습만 기억에 남겨둔다면
행복할 수 있죠

사각사각 진한 연필로
내 이름을 쓰고 있나요
사르 르 녹아버릴 듯
날 바라보던 그 눈빛을 떠올려요

우리끼리 미리 허락 받지도 않은 채
말랑거리는 사랑을 해도 되는 건지
하지만 뭐 어때 마법처럼
날 것 같은 기분 숨길 수 없어

Oh Day by day Day by day
내 마음도 네 맘처럼 사랑으로 채워 넣을게
크림처럼 포근하게 서로를 위해 바라봐요
항상 좋은 일만 생각해요

Day by day Day by day
내 마음도 네 맘처럼 사랑으로 채워 넣을게
크림처럼 포근하게 서로를 위해 바라봐요
항상 좋은 일만 생각해요

Tuesday 9 March 2010

it doesn't have to be the 13th to be an unlucky friday

O4O31O - Cindy G. 's 18th, Crystal's 17th and Lisa H.'s 18th.
1OO31O - My Linh's 17th Birthday.

So Lady Luck wasn't on my side on Friday, 5th of March. No, it wasn't Friday the 13th. I repeat: it was Friday the 5th. I thought everything was just fine, and I thought I even avoided a dilemma by remembering to change my books to the one I required for the day. Alas, it was not that simple.
  1. I took out my umbrella that day because I thought it wasn't going to rain. It did =.='.
  2. I forgot my phone. I was supposed to meet up with Eric that day, so it gave me a heart attack when I realised that I forgot my phone >O< ! Luckily enough, I remembered it because it's similar to mine, so it was a-okay.
  3. I made Yvonne line up with me at the Co-op shop for 1/2 hour or more, and when I reached the cashier, I opened my wallet and guess what? $9. I can NOT buy a $154 text book with just $9 :@ !!! I'm so sorry for making you wait with me Yvonne, and  thanks for offering to help!
  4. Met up with Eric and found Edim. Went to Badham Library, where my tutorial usually is, though I remembered something about the location changed. Took a while to even just sign onto the library's computer because it was my first time using it. Thanks to Edim, Eric and a stranger's help, I finally managed to open my uni's email. Discovered that my lecture was at Sci-tech Library - on the other side of the campus =_____='! Got there, missed half the tutorial and learnt nothing =_=. They were just teaching us how to use the uni's library's computers to do research and borrow books anyways.
Yeah... really wasn't my day =(. Anyways, on a side note, I had a fun time catching up with Thanh on Thursday, now that he came back from Vietnam =) (A/N: although the Thai food may not look like there's chili in it, watch out because you might breath a mouthful if you're not careful! It's still delicious though =D!). My time spent with Eric and Edim was just as fun as well =D though I wish I wasn't so unlucky that day =(.

Anyways, let's proceed to something happier, ie. today =D. I met up with Fianna today for lunch and I took her to Prize Paradize. We played a couple of skill testers and chit-chatted =D. Ah, I sure missed her =D. I walked her back to her work place (huge building O_O!) and as a joke, I thought I'd do some elevator trolling and yeah... didn't turn out right. After reaching her level, I had to get out as well to enter another elevator instead =P. It was funny to see her holding a snoopy plush toy to work HAHAHA! What a day =).

It's also nice to know how many CVHS people actually go to USYD as well =D and I'm glad to be able to have some classes with them =). That's from me for now! Ciao =). 

Tuesday 2 March 2010

i like embarrassing moments, congee and virtual car games

O2O31O - Mikky's 18th Birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY =D !!!

I love PSYC1001 =D. I love where the lecture's held; I love the personalities of my lecturers and how they teach us things; I love the concept itself; I love everything about psychology =D!!! 
Today was only my second lecture for psych1001 but I'm already in love with it =D. My dream job, now don't laugh, was to be an animal psychiatrist ... I know it sounds odd but I'm pretty sure it exists. I think I got this unorthodox notion from Dr.Do Little and some other drama/movie. No, I'm not mentally retarded and yes, I'm a sensible person. Hence, I'm doing B health science/M nursing instead =). Besides, not only do I have the appropriate A.T.A.R for it, I don't think people love their pets enough to take them to a psychiatrist ... They wouldn't be rich enough either. If I was to find a job in that career, I think the only place I'll be able to go to is America (yes, those rich ass b*tches xP).

I saw quite a few people in the morning, like Thao and Diana. I made a new friend, Natalie =D. Apparently, Thao's also going to do Com. Law at UNSW (that's 5 now: Jenny, Sonia, Kevin, Shirley and now Thao), smart ass xP! Diana and Natalie were going to Business College, and they were dressing up so formally =D! It looked like they were going to work already xD. I also saw Khoung and David L. in the morning. They were going to Fisher Library because David lost his card on the bus... along with his i-touch =( Poor David. 

When Khoung and I were waiting, he saw a girl walked into the male toilets. THEN a man walked in as well. THEN the girl walked out and saw the female toilet sign just a meter away; she swore under her breath, face-palmed herself, draped her hoodie over her head and walked away. The man from earlier walked out with a "wtf" look on his face... ROFLMAOS!!! Both of us started laughing our heads off. I didn't see the girl walk in, Khoung did, but I saw her when she walked out LOL the poor girl, that sure was embarrassing xD I may be an idiot, but I don't think I'd be that idiotic enough to walk into the wrong toilet ... I mean, she should at least notice some differences between the toilets (guys have those stands while girls don't).

After my one and only lecture, I met up with Kevin and we played some pool before I met some of his friends there =) It was nice meeting you George, Michael and Vanessa =D. Danny K. found me playing pool =D (YAY! Another CVHS friend!) and I took him to the book store =D. Kelly met up with us at pools as well and we met Ray =). Nice to meet you Ray! Yes, we were playing pool for quite a long time; 2 hours to be more exact. 

We went exploring Broadway. It was the first time Kelly and I have been there =D. It was a good thing Kevin showed us because we can go there to shop around when we have our breaks =D. There were 4 things I found strange about the shopping centre: they have Hoyts, instead of Events Cinema like the rest of the city places; they have manikins modeling various brands of clothes between the escalators; they called escalators trascalators O_o (I'll take a photo next time just to prove this, unless I was seeing things ... which is also highly probable); they let people walk their pets in and out the shopping centre. 

Anyways, I kicked ass in Daytona >=D. I was coming second but I passed by Kevin just in the last few seconds before the race ended. WHOO! After gaming, Kelly had to go back for her lecture, so Kevin, Ray and I stayed at the shopping centre to rest and eat. I know mum doesn't let me have congee with those Asian purple-y looking eggs, but I really like them! So when I found a food store that sold them, I obviously bought a take away of it straight away =D YAY! Of course I wouldn't eat it every day, but once in a while shouldn't hurt... xD. We walked down to wait for Kelly but she wasn't there yet. I was also quite eager to eat my congee, so I went inside, sat on the floor and started eating =). When I was 1/3 way through my congee, Kevin came in and asked "Did I tell you that there's a food court 50 metres away from here, next to Oportos?" No Kevin, you didn't. So I replied with a "if this is how you save people, you're hopeless." Ray also agrees with me. He used the analogy of a fire: Kevin would tell us where the fire extinguisher after the fire's extinguished xD.

We did end up going to the food court, after meeting up with Kelly again, to finish off our food and then we headed off to Townhall to JB-Hi 5. Then it was finally home time =D. Bye bye day two of uni =).

PS. Welcome home Thanh =).
PSS. I have a slightly swollen finger now because of pool T_T.

Mixtape


You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know

But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you

You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel
You don't know

Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than that
About me and you

[Bridge]
Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me
Your friend and I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the class
That you thought was gay
No I can't find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lips
And just let me kiss 'em
And let's get messed up and listen to probably...

The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you

Monday 1 March 2010

first day @ uni

No comment. 

I like how we are provided more free time, but I'm afraid I'll slack off. I like how I'm making new friends, but I still feel lonely. I like how I'm learning new things, but I feel like my head's going to explode from the sudden information overload. I like how I feel more like an adult (Visa's included with my student ID), but I'm worried I'll grow up too fast. I like how I get to explore outside my little world, but I don't like how it costs so much for transport. I like how we get to join clubs/societies, but I don't like how it's only for people with the Access card and a requirement of $___ membership fee. I love the architecture of my campus, but I don't like how I have to travel to Cumberland campus for some of them, instead of having it all at the main campus.

After calculating the pros and cons of being a uni student, I think I'll be able to adapt to it quite quickly =). 

PS. I finally got my student ID =D !!!