Simplicity at its finest is NOT what i would depict how my life was, nor would i suggest the continuation of my naivety however, as my life escalates into complexity, i hope to keep my optimistic hindsight on life in order to live. Just live. My personal ordeal is to live with no regrets, as though i will die tomorrow. I follow the path that will lead me to who I want to be: someone who people can confide in, to go to when they are in their deepest hour; that's who I want to be. That is my aim in life. Hobbies and interests make my path more flamboyant and enticing, while my family, pet, and friends are the reasons for my existence; the reasons why i try and improve myself. My lack of self motivation for change may be quite obvious, but it doesn't mean that improvement did not occur. It may be so petite, so small, that it's practically invisible, but i guarantee you, i do try. Indefinitely.



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Wednesday 27 February 2008

praying can help

25O2O8 - Jenny's 16th Birthday.
27O2O8 - Amy's 18th Birthday.
28O2O8 - Caroline's 17th Birthday.

On Monday we had a surprise party for Jenny and boy was she happy. LOL! She was crying tears of joy. No, seriously, she was LOL! All because of Katty's notion. NGAW! =D Katty, Maylina and Cathleen loves Jenny so much that they were willing to go through 9 hours in the kitchen to make God knows how much cupcakes. IT WAS DELICIOUS! So all compliments should go to those three =)! Jenny received a candle chocolate cupcake, Stardust DVD movie, bracelet of 'me to you' with her name on it, and a FRENCH DICTIONARY. That was the present that reduced Jenny to tears. NGAW! I bet she was thinking about her memories, and heart, that are left behind in Paris. She received two narrow birthday cards as well with everyone's greetings and wishes for her. On the same day, it was PHOTO DAY. *sigh* It happens every year. I DIDN'T HAVE TO SIT THIS YEAR because I was wearing a skirt. HAHAHA! You don't know how good that feels, not needing to sit and all LOL! I laugh at those faces that are taller than me but had to sit. They were FORCED to sit because they were wearing pants. ROFLMAOS! This year sure feels good at times xD!

Now TODAY I was praying/hoping to God that he would help me survive today. And he did. xDD!! So THANK YOU GOD! Our maths class was saved by the bell for checking homework, my chemistry teacher was away, and the business studies assessment wasn't so bad either, though I wished I study a LOT more *sigh* It's worth 10% too. ZOMG! I just hope that my 'commerce-for-3-years-instincts' kicked in helped me pass. *sigh* but not everyone is that lucky not can they be lucky continuously either. Tomorrow's another day.

PS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL THOSE GIRLS =D!

Sunday 24 February 2008

dance til to you drop

Today, which is a SUNDAY, my cousin Marina took me to one of her casual dance classes. It was at the Sydney Theatre dance place, near The Rocks. Since we were late, we took our positions are the back of the class. They were in the middle of their stretches when we came in and MAN their stretches really make you stretch. It's not like those high school PDHPE stretches, oh no! It was fully stretch like there's no tomorrow stretches. It was painful alright, but I managed to live through. LOL! My cousin was more stiff than I am, so she stopped half way through. She also so someone she didn't like from her business so she was being self-conscience throughout the whole lesson. The whole lesson took 2 hours, and it was worth $18. I guess it was worth it since it was pretty interesting. We learnt how to do street jazz. Both my cousin and I thought it had too much attitude for our liking. Marina plans to do jazz the next time she goes there. I'd like to go there again =). I like to dance. I got home at ate some crunchy honey cereal before I started on my assignments. Two of them were due last friday but I was sick last Friday, so I'm handing them in tomorrow. Another assignment had parts in them and I had two parts. One part was with a friend and another part was an individual one. I finished three out of four assignments. The last one, which is the Chemistry one, I got stuck on how to present my work so I borrowed Jenny's assignment to have a look at how she did hers. I decided to do the assignment at school tomorrow because I'm slowly getting a head ache and I was hoping to sleep early tonight. Afterall, it's photo day tomorrow. *sigh* So early, again!

Saturday 23 February 2008

preoccupied

21O2O8 - Danny's 15th Birthday.

There's not much that I can say about this week actually. We went to watch 'Sweeney Todd' on Wednesday. If you ask me if I would recommend it, I really wouldn't know how to answer you. If you analyse it in minor parts, it's excellent, but if you were to ask me the whole movie in general, I would say I that I didn't really enjoy it that much. Though, I must say Johnny Depp is a superb actor! No wonder so many people like him so much! The songs in the movie were quite irritating and catchy at the same time. Maybe it's because it's not really my type of genre, or maybe I just don't understand the art of Tim Burton's directing techniques. Oh wells. Titan went and bought Phu's birthday present afterward. I took pictures that day too! Most of them were quite random xD! Oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANNY!!! =) He is 15 this year *sigh* He's like 2 years younger than me since I'm turning 17 this year xP. I feel so old already! On the same day as Danny's birthday, which is a Thursday, Linh and I went to the Library and Nelson and Anthony joined us. Later, Katty and Linda joined us as well. HAHAHA! Poor Anthony, he was beaten by Linda in a maths question. But, like Katty said, it HAS been 2 years since he last did maths. We saw Julie Pham at the library too and she allowed me to eat a friend's donut =) so I thank her for letting me LOL! And I also thank the guy that bought the donuts in the first place. When Anthony and Linh left to buy some food, Nelson and Julie was going hyper and hence, they graffiti my maths text book, as well as Anthony's drink bottle. Linh, Anthony, Nelson and I left to the park and we were ALL being so childish LOL! For example, I classified Linh and Anthony as 'Asian Cockatoos' since we were observing some at the park, and apparently, some of them were mating xD.Then we played on the swings and see-saw. It took Nelson 3 TIMES to catch me from the swings. *sigh* oh wells! I didn't go to school on Friday since I was sick with the flu, though I did go to tutor because I didn't want Jimmy to think I was truanting again. *sigh* I have so much things to catch up again. Now I have lots of assignments to finish, majority of them are English assignments, and 2 of them were suppose to be due last Friday but I was away, so it's due on Monday for me now. I just hope the teacher would still mark it T___T!!

Saturday 16 February 2008

Temperamental Circumstances

I guess I can say that this week has been quite muddled up. Though, I can't complain because majority of these incidents happened unpredictably. I just wasn't expecting much and it just hit me like a tonne of bricks. Right now, I'm quite annoyed because there is a mosquito in my room and it has just bitten me on the foot somewhere, more than twice I think. Anyways, I should get going with my week.

Sunday Nelson and I both woke up really late for the birthday outing so we just went to the city ourselves to wait for them. At Cabramatta, I saw a man selling these polmerian puppies (how ever you spell it) for a couple of hundred dollars. I felt bad for the daddy of the pups. It looked quite thirsty and a lady told me that someone should give it some water, so I ran down to one of the shops and bought a drink and then ran back up to give it to the owner, then I had to run back down to the station again because Nelson was there. The white puppy was bought, while the black one wasn't. The black one was quite playful and it kept on biting on my fingers, but I let it anyways. Both were males and they were so fluffy!! xD

Anyways, unfortunately Nelson's phone died on him so we went to look for a mobile shop to charge it but we couldn't find the right one. So, we decided to stuff it and go to Kinokuniya, where I bought Katty's birthday present, and then we went to the DVD room and we found the group. I wish Janice HAPPY BIRTHDAY; she turned 16 years of age. They were having a drink up and it was the strangest site I've ever seen. Anyways, Nelson and I went to watch 'GOOD LUCK CHUCK' and I swear, it's the most FUNNIEST love movie there is! I was laughing so loud that Nelson had to cover my mouth up for me ROFLS! Nelson gave me this really cute keyring and a letter and I bought him a fake flower =) LOL! I feel so bad but it was very sweet of him to do that! xD !! We went to eat hot pot afterwards and there were two kinds on our table. One was the seafood and the other was spicy food. Since I was closer to the spicy one I ate some kimchi and some ham and noodles. Everyone was grabbing everything and wanted a piece of something LOL! I saw Nelson's cup and it seemed that he didn't drink out of it at all, so I mentally thought to myself that I wanted to beat him in not drinking water while eating the food. That was a bad idea, a VERY BAD idea. Afterwards, we all went home separately.

PS: Eugene and Tuyen acts really FUNNY when they are drunk ROFLMAOS!

Monday Nothing much happened on Monday, besides the fact that I was starting to get slightly sick.

Tuesday For sport, I was the only one that had a hat that was appropriate enough for Mr Perch. LOL! Hence, I am going to receive a merit HAHAHA! It started to rain when we got back from walking. At night, we went out for a family dinner at the City for Chinese New Year and stupidly, I didn't bring a jacket because I thought it was going to be hot. I stand corrected. Hence, I got sick that night. I slept at 10:30 PM, which is quite surprising because I think that was the earliest time I've slept in a very long time.

Wednesday I couldn't go to school today because I was really sick, so I stayed home to rest for quite a while, and did all those typical teenage stuffs.

Thursday I came back to school and received a surprise during roll call. I received a rose from Annie, a rose from Cindy+Cindy+Athena+Fianna, and 1/2 of roses (bouquet) from another friend. I wasn't expecting such a shock so early in the morning. Athena and Cindy invited to eat some food at their table since they seemed to be having a picnic. I received a nicely packaged choc-chip cookie. I was going to eat it at lunch but I had my sandwich, so I decided to eat it afterwards, or later, but then the bell went and I totally forgot about it still being outside my bag, that I left it in the quad someone. My poor, poor cookie! T__T My friend gave me a Hello Kitty plushie as a gift. In the afternoon I saw quite a LOT of my friends, which I hardly see, around Cabramatta. Luckily, I had my camera with em so I took pictures with them. Linh received a valentine gift from Jack as well. Kenny was so nice that he gave Linh and I heart candies, and they were YUMMY!

Nelson came by and gave me 3 roses and 2 teddy bears stuck together with a heart in the middle. It was so cute! We went to the library to bum around. Nguyensa was bumming around with us until he had to go afterwards. Nelson kept on teasing Linh, so she chucked stuff at him. I helped her chuck stuff at him too! =DD. I went to Linh's house afterwards. We went to Smithfield's Club to eat stake. I was cutting this burnt part, and I was using so much effort that a part of it went flying LOL! And their relatives were laughing at me. That's okay because it WAS funny LOL! Then I accidentally used my fork as a knife and my knife as a fork ROFLS! I went home afterwards.

Friday We were supposed to have a maths test today but it was cancel due to the SRC assembly. CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL OF THOSE WHO MADE IT AS SRC! I couldn't talk for the whole day because I was having inflammation, my throat was burning! It hurts just to swallow. It was so hard that day because people didn't know what I was trying to say and I can't really play sher-rads with them since I suck at it. I told Kelly to tell Jimmy that I won't be going that day because my throat was getting worse, and I don't think I had the energy to study that day. I accompanied Thi to Gloria Jeans and we commented on the cute guy that was working there LOL! That was when I decided to start talking again because it was frustrating me by then. We saw Lisa and the Hurlstonians and I told them about the cute guy, so they went there before they went to eat. Thi went to tutor and I saw Kenneth. I accidentally called him Harrison, so I apologise! I'm SORRY!!

I pulled Anthony to my house first to put my things down, then I tried to call mum but for some reason she didn't pick up no matter how many times I called her. I wanted to tell her that I was going to Linh's house. I pulled Anthony to Linh's house and they weren't home, so I used Anthony's phone and called her. It was an interesting afternoon. My-Linh and I kept on pushing them into awkward moments LOL! But in the end, they didn't need our help so it didn't really mattered. Though, It was still quite funny! We were in the middle of watching 'Take the Lead' when we went to Linh's sister's house to eat dinner. Anthony left to the bus stop. The dinner was DELICIOUS! And My-Linh made me laugh so much that I stopped making sounds while laughing ROFLMAOS! We were all wondering what would happen if Anthony was still waiting at the bus stop. That would've been hilarious! I went home afterwards and talked on the net. Anthony told me how LONG he had to wait for the bus because it came late, and that he was hungry because the fridge had no food. ROFLMAOS! I was saying how 'delicious the food' was and blah blah blah LOL! The night was nice.

PS: Jimmy just misunderstood me of truanting his class when my mum arrived at the tutor place. I just hope I can explain to him about it because he decides to stop tutoring me!

Saturday Linh came over to my house and taught me how to knit. I took a shower and my mum came back in time to take us to the station. I saw Cathy Nguyen and her friends and we hugged each other =). She thought I've forgotten about her. As if! We took the train to Stratfield and we almost missed it because Linh said it was the next time when, the fact is, we were already there. Anthony was just outside the trainstation. We saw him perform, and the whole performance was really cool! It was just sad how they were wasting those yummy lollies as preps. We went to the petting zoo and we fed the animals. I left walking and sitting around, while Anthony and Linh had some time to themselves. I saw Minsu just outside his tutor. He was going to tutor for English after Chemistry. We talked for a little while. After a while, when Anthony and Linh found me again, Anthony bought these balls with octopus tentacles inside, which I really didn't like. Linh thought I liked them because I told her about them. In the end, Anthony had to eat it all himself. We saw Minsu again and he was on the phone with Nelson. I talked with Nelson for a little while then we went off.

I went sitting down on the ground because no one was moving, so Anthony tried to lift me up. HE HURT ME! T__T! oh wells. MWAHAHA! I told him I wanted a piggy back squared, which means, I wanted him to carry Linh, to carry me. Of course it didn't work out well so Anthony was left carrying Linh on his back. We went to watch a horror movie and Anthony and Linh was having a nice moment ;) if you know what I mean. ROFLMAOS! I wasn't watching the movie much and thank God there were pillows there LOL! So I covered my face with the pillow. I almost fell asleep, if the sounds weren't so loud. We went home afterwards. I moved to a different carriage on the train, and left Anthony with Linh. ZOMG they held hands when we got off at our stop ^__^!! I saw Anna G there and had a little chat with her. Then I decided to walk home, while Anthony and Linh took the bus home. But Linh went walking with me. How nice of her! Shame on Anthony. A guy taking the bus, while US GIRLS were half walking, half jogging home. tsk tsk tsk. We were supposed to go to a dinner party for Linh's sister and brother-in-law, but we were too late and too dark already so we stayed at Linh's house. Linh taught me the Soulja Boy Dance ROFLMAOS! It's a cool dance! I went home afterwards. I hope Linh can sleep tonight. Hope she has sweet dreams!

Yeah, that was how my week went and tomorrow I'll be working on my short story for English and studying for the Maths test on Monday. Wish me good luckies! xDD

Saturday 9 February 2008

whale killers =(

I'm sure you all have heard about how the Japanese have continued to poach whales using such horrid methods. I am appalled about the fact that they are attempting to lie their way out of their dreadful crimes! Yes, they DID promise Australia not to kill the Killer Whales. Hence, they decided to kill another type of whale, the Mink Whales! This is just terrible, witnessing their crimes printed all over the newspaper and news almost every day. What sly assholes! Just on the news the other day, they harpooned two Mink whales, one was a calf and the other was the mother. Yet, instead of admitting the truth, they lied that it was a 'smaller' whale. You do not know how MUCH I despise those fishermen right now! I hope Australia DO internationally sue them for doing such a crime! Shame on YOU Japan fishermen! xO

CNY birthday =)

O7O2O8 - Katty's 16th Birthday & CNY
last year december - Nathan's 16th Birthday

Happy sweet 16th & 17th birthday to both Katty and Nathan and happy CHINESE NEW YEAR!

What can I say? Thi and I chose Katty a birthday card, which looks so cool and it sings something about 'hot stuff.' I just hope Katty will like it and not think we're weird or something ROFLS! Jenny, Katty's sister bought a cake for her and we cut it and gave it to our friends. Unfortunately, Katty didn't get any =/ how sad!! She should've got the first piece! I'm in charge of Katty's birthday present this year =) ! I hope it'll make Katty and I's bond stronger =D ! I got the very last piece and I creamed Cathleen with it. HAHAHA! I went chasing her around hahaha! Although she now claims me as 'EVIL,' I sure knows she's as mischievous and evil as me LOL! I guess the saying : 'Takes one to know one', is quite correct! HAHAHA!

Nathan received his present today and it was 2 different comedy movies ... I think? Anyways! we sang happy birthday to both Nathan and Katty! I hope they'll like their surprises and presents!

I'm quite tired today I'll just end it like this. I'm pretty sure there's heaps more I want to type out but I'm losing my memory at the moment. NOT literally, but you know what I mean ROFLS!

Friday 1 February 2008

last day of freedom

On the 29th of January, Tim decided to meet up with me and Kivi, but since Kivi is grounded, I went to see him instead and along with Nelson as well. Unfortunately, we were quite tarty for our first rendezvous with Tim. But I guess it was okay since him and his two bebo friends, Tony and Adam, where singing at Phoenix.We sang for quite a while and we were fooling around and taking pictures. Tim took my camera to the boys' toilet because I took really silly pictures of him and because I didn't want him to delete those photos, I followed him into the boys' toilets! LOL! Luckily, there were no guys in there, and when there were I would run out straight away while apologising repeatedly. ^________^ I blame TIM! xO! Deleting all those precious KODAK MOMENTS! Anyways, I went back and called one of the guys to get Tim for me, and Tony decided to be nice enough to help me. In the end, Tony, Tim and I took pictures in the boys' toilets =) LOL! Nelson came in and had this strange look on his face. Can't blame him, since it was the exact expression on the other guys who saw me in the toilet LOL!
After a while, Nelson and I went to watch a movie while Adam, Tony and Tim went somewhere else. We watched 'I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry.' I'm quite curious because so far, the movies that Nelson and I have watched were related to homosexual love. Is it implying on something? I'm not sure LOL!

We met back at Capitol Square and we took capitols. I met Karen, Ron and Katrina while we were taking capitols. Unfortunately, the machine we took was quite small LOL! But I do have to admit that the quality is quite good =).

We went our separate ways and Nelson, Tim, Ron, Katrina and I took the train back to Cabramatta. Katrina and Ron looks so cute as a couple together! and Ron was quite a silly boy hahaha! So strange in a cute way LOL! They thought I was younger than them! LOL! WOW! That's kind of a surprise LOL! Well, at least I don't look old ... right? LOL! They stopped at Fairfield while Tim, Nelson and I stopped at Cabramatta. And that was about it.

PS. SORRY NELSON! xO