Simplicity at its finest is NOT what i would depict how my life was, nor would i suggest the continuation of my naivety however, as my life escalates into complexity, i hope to keep my optimistic hindsight on life in order to live. Just live. My personal ordeal is to live with no regrets, as though i will die tomorrow. I follow the path that will lead me to who I want to be: someone who people can confide in, to go to when they are in their deepest hour; that's who I want to be. That is my aim in life. Hobbies and interests make my path more flamboyant and enticing, while my family, pet, and friends are the reasons for my existence; the reasons why i try and improve myself. My lack of self motivation for change may be quite obvious, but it doesn't mean that improvement did not occur. It may be so petite, so small, that it's practically invisible, but i guarantee you, i do try. Indefinitely.



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Friday, 6 March 2009

literally crushed

Have you ever been crushed? Oh course not to death, but have you ever been stepped on, sat on, slept on, etc? I have ... by my biology teacher! I still can't believe he actually sat on me! Okay, so I guess I deserved to be punished but to be sat on? I don't think so! It all started with Eric and Lisa G. when t hey were playing with this volley ball. She passed it to me, and Mr. Ward came in and hit her on the head, then I passed it to Lisa G. as he came toward me to get the ball off of me, but then she passed it to Anna, who then passed it to me. I tried to throw it at Maylina, but he hit the ball away. Hence, the race to the ball. There were a lot of kicking, pulling and pushing. but evetually I got the ball but not before I got sat on by Mr. Ward xO! ROFLMAOS! It was a funny moment, but it's okay hahaha =D.

You know, I do believe he should respect other people's religion. For example, Phillip's Christian and hearing the comments he makes can really hurt. I think I'll have a talk with Mr. Ward on Monday =). I do think that a lot of people think Phillip is a good guy, and he sure is =). I played with his two dogs today; Tommy and Charlie. Tommy's a boy and Charlie's a girl. They are so cute, fluffy and white! My Toby is still adorable =D!

The Mardi Gras is on this weekend, but I highly doubt I'm going because I need to study for my exams. *sigh* Oh wells, I'm not to sure what to do there anyways besides viewing the parade. The last time I've ever been to the Mardi Gras was when I was little and all I remember was the flouro lights, darkness and bottle smashing. The bottle smashing was the reason why my family decided to go home early. After that, I never bothered to go to this event. It's okay, I have plenty of chances since this happens every year anyways. I think this should do it for now =). Bye Bye!

Wednesday, 4 March 2009

pms rage

I believe the title is quite self explaining, don't you think? Yeah, I've been stressed out lately. Just studying makes me feel stressed LOL but that doesn't mean I'm going to stop studying just for the sake of having less stress. I'd rather stress now than stress even more for the rest of my life! You know, I was starting to doubt things when my red friend didn't come last month. I talked to my science teacher, Mrs. Rogers, and she just assumed the worst: pregnancy. ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! HELL NO!! I'M A PROUD VIRGIN HERE! So the next thing was stress. I think so too. It was so unlucky when it came at the worst time EVER - just before my assessment test =.='! Seriously, I think I should give it an alias of 'the red devil' instead now! Oh wells, at least this proves that I'm not pregnant =)!

I must say, I DO believe someone hates me up there *looks up to the ceiling* because the other day in chemistry class, Jacky accidentally rolled a test tube to the ground and guess what? It didn't break. ARE YOU F**KING KIDDING ME?! I mean, when I accidentally drop it into the sink, it cracks, but when Jacky drops it to the ground, it doesn't. Almost every bloody time, whatever glassware I touch, it breaks. Seriously, this is NOT funny anymore! (Or maybe a bit?) Matthew and Nathan were cracking up jokes about it and how I got owned.

Matthew: Hey Fiona, do you know what the moral of this is?
Fiona: What?
Matthew: Nothing, there IS no moral. You just got owned!

LALALA! I DON"T WANT TO HEAR IT!

On Tuesday, I had a meeting with the others and we had a pretty fun time talking about possible games to 'break the ice' on Induction Day (which was today). Andrew had a really good idea, but he managed to make a clown out of himself again =). Unfortunately, under the circumstances we were given, it was highly UNLIKELY that we would be able to conduct that specific 'game' successfully. It was called effective discussions. Instead, we played 'BANG' and 'KNOTS.' I thought Tuyet, Maxine, and Kevin's idea of 'Chinese Opera' was fun to play! I guess not everyone thought the same =D. Anyways, today was pretty tiring, chaotic, loud and humid! THANKS TO WENDY we managed to make it to the location of the meeting, and THANKS TO KATTY for the food because it made me feel so much better! The leaders tried to socialise with everyone so they wouldn't feel lonely. We had quite a lot of 'noise' from a group of boys and I lost myself a couple of times trying to control them. That's okay, because it worked =), though I got really tired afterward hahaha! I think it's due to my pms that I actually got the courage to do all those mad things today. Oh wells! Anyways, I'm pretty tired by now so I'll stop here =).

TOODLES!

Sunday, 1 March 2009

wild weekend

Last Friday and Saturday sure were exciting. On Friday, I participated in the sound + stage setup workshop # 4, where other volunteerers, and I, would have to work as a 'sound helper' and help the rock and acoustic bands with their performance. We had free dinner, so it was okay. I like the acoustic band the most, but then I only managed to stay for 3 out of the 4 bands because I had to leave early. On Saturday, I had to walk all the way to Bonnirigg youth center. I think it's safe to say that I DID EXERCISE MUM! xO! 1 hour's worth of walking! That's triple the amount of how long a person should exercise each day =.='. Luckily, they only just started when I got there, because they were waiting for other people to come. Anyways, I like this workshop the most. It's a digital workshop. Tuyet, Stuart and I were doing fllming acitivities while the rest were doing animation activities. We had free brunch and lunch, and they were tasty so it's okay =D! After the workshop, Andrew was nice enough to drive me to the city, to buy some stuff, and shout me fishballs to eat. THANK YOU ANDREW! It was really good! I never knew that D2K sold fishballs! I thought they just sell desserts! Anyways, my weekends are pretty goo =). I'm kind of sick today, but it's okay. Anyways, I need to wrap this up now because I need to study for my Bussiness Studies assessment and start on my Ext. English assessment as well. *sigh*