Lately, I have been bothered with something after a couple of days ago. What is the possibility of liking someone that, you know, is definitely not for you? Out of 10, it rangers through 7-9 people that aren't your significant half. But there's not harm in trying, right? I mean, just because, the chances of lasting forever and the promises made will be kept forever, at least, they would last temporarily right? And, it the experience that matters most right? I, for one, don't like to take that chance most of the time. This year is an obvious muck up for me. So much things had happened that I don't even know where to begin, and my 'love' issues are also part of those troublesome woes of mine. I am not going to go any further than that. Though, lately, I am slightly confused and quite afraid to find out why. Sadly enough, I've already broken my heart once this year, I do not wish for it to repeat again. That person and I are still friends, although most of my friends are saying we shouldn't after the way he treated me. At times, I agree, but I prefer to keep a friend than to make another enemy. Having another enemy will just make the world more sadder than it already is. So should I just let my heart run freely and just stop denying myself, or should I just ignore this, since I know this won't lead to anything positive for me. This is all too confusing to me.
2 comments:
Hmm... very interesting ^_^ Your monologue is so well constructed, for a moment, I thought I was listening to a monologue from Desperate Housewives/Greys Anatomy/and/or/ Sex and the City... lol.... you have a potential career going along there.
hahaha i'll thank you for that compliment but it's just me randomly ranting about something xD
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