Simplicity at its finest is NOT what i would depict how my life was, nor would i suggest the continuation of my naivety however, as my life escalates into complexity, i hope to keep my optimistic hindsight on life in order to live. Just live. My personal ordeal is to live with no regrets, as though i will die tomorrow. I follow the path that will lead me to who I want to be: someone who people can confide in, to go to when they are in their deepest hour; that's who I want to be. That is my aim in life. Hobbies and interests make my path more flamboyant and enticing, while my family, pet, and friends are the reasons for my existence; the reasons why i try and improve myself. My lack of self motivation for change may be quite obvious, but it doesn't mean that improvement did not occur. It may be so petite, so small, that it's practically invisible, but i guarantee you, i do try. Indefinitely.



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Sunday, 6 January 2008

NIGHTMARE!!!

Ever since the holidays began, I kept on having various dreams for almost every single night. The strange thing about these dreams is that I have never had these dreams before. Usually, my dreams are about the things I contemplated about the day before, or that I have had the same dream before. Just last night, I had a nightmare. As in, a real nightmare. One that when I woke up I felt quite uncomfortable. I'm not going to go into explicit details and enlighten you about it because it's a bit too disturbing, and NO, it's nothing disgusting or gross. It was just .. disturbing, period. Maybe I should try drinking tea before I sleep or something.

You know, dreams are such strange illusions of the mind. They come, they go. They linger in your mind, not allowing you to forget about it and yet, it can tease you, making you WANT to remember what you had dreamed about. Dreams are never simple.

PS. I heard that if you eat sweets before you sleep, you'll get nightmares. I wonder if it's really true ...

Friday, 4 January 2008

random rants

What can I say? My mum's complaining more than usual. That's starting to get on my nerves. For example, she tells me to give her the bowl and i just lagged it and then she keeps on complaining about it and keeps telling me off about it. That's reasonable. But when I just put the plate down, just a notch harder than necessary, she's like fussing about it and saying how ungrateful I am and all that. SERIOUSLY! =_______=

I just realised that there's many people turning into a vegetarian. Maybe I should be one too?? I don't know how long I can last without eating meat though, since I've never really tried something like that before. After all, I DON'T like my veggies unfortunately.

I'm seriously getting addicted to Yiruma's music =D It's so nice and soothing. It's nice to listen to it when you're not feeling so good and all, and I don't mean that in a physical unwell way too =) ! So, if you like the piano, then you should listen to Yiruma !!

End of my rants ... I'm not even sure this is really me ranting ... LOL!!

confidential romance?


This is one of my favourite pictures that I have taken, i am NOT going to tell you who it is in case the two people will kill me. This was on New Year's Eve when we were out and we were just walking down the street. I took this picture at just the right time and moment that it looks like they were holding hands ... when they were not. But, it still looks cute, don't you think? That's what I think anyways =D !!

PS. Maybe I should try to be a photographer as an occupation one day .. LOL!!