Simplicity at its finest is NOT what i would depict how my life was, nor would i suggest the continuation of my naivety however, as my life escalates into complexity, i hope to keep my optimistic hindsight on life in order to live. Just live. My personal ordeal is to live with no regrets, as though i will die tomorrow. I follow the path that will lead me to who I want to be: someone who people can confide in, to go to when they are in their deepest hour; that's who I want to be. That is my aim in life. Hobbies and interests make my path more flamboyant and enticing, while my family, pet, and friends are the reasons for my existence; the reasons why i try and improve myself. My lack of self motivation for change may be quite obvious, but it doesn't mean that improvement did not occur. It may be so petite, so small, that it's practically invisible, but i guarantee you, i do try. Indefinitely.



Blog By EGO BOX

Monday 26 November 2007

asian driving maniac!

Today was a disgrace for asians! Lisa G. and I witness a crime committed by an old asian lady. She was driving in a light green, old model. She smashed into a stationary red car, the left head lights were damaged, and she drove off as though it had never happened. Of course, Lisa and I couldn't just stand there watching such an unjust sin to go unpunished. So, Lisa and I remembered the number plate and wrote a note to the owner and placed it on the front part of the car, where the window wipers were. It seemed that we weren't the only people who was shocked by this scene for a young family also wrote a note to the driver about the incident. What a disgrace. No wonder people said that asians can't drive, and I thought they were just exaggerating! This is utter nonsense! Unbelievable! I can't believe people can be so disrespectful and irresponsible! Seriously, I mean how rude are they! I am definitely going to avoid crashing people, as much as possible, once I get my license!!

Sunday 25 November 2007

silent as a baby's cry

Today I woke up at around 1 PM but I went back to sleep and I haven't woke up until 4 PM. I won't deny it, I'm nocturnal. Hey, a persona would be tired after yesterday's party.


Dear Fiona.Woo
Please come to a birthday party for Julie. Kung
On Sat. 24th of Nov.
Time 3-4? until ..
Place My House. You know where I live =)
RSVP 04######## (pft! as if i would write that out for you too see!)


Now, that, is true that i know where she lives because I just live a few houses away from her =) . Yesterday was one of the most tiring days of my life... I mean, first me and Jessica went to Annie's house to pick her up. We called her name and banged on the door but no one came out, so we had to walk all the way back home again. Then, when we arrived Vincent then told me that Annie called him and told him that she couldn't come! Well, I'll just see it as a good exercise before consuming all those BBQ food and etc. hahaha! Then we played hide and seek and continuous tips, but everyone got tired and muddled up with the rules that we had a rest. Then we played we those candles where it lights up like fireworks and that was quite a sight! =D and the full moon in the sapphire night just made the view more luminous and pleasant xD. The cake was durian flavoured and it was quite delicious too. I was temporary pre-occupied with a cat when it suddenly strayed outside of the house. Of course i was scared that it might be ran over by a car since there seemed to be more cars passing through our street, than usual. So i took it around the neighborhood, looking for it's home.

"How do you know it wasn't a stray?"


I know because it was clean and it wasn't afraid of humans. Usually, cats would run away from humans, yet this one didn't. This one quite enjoyed the company of my friends and I. After a while, I still couldn't find it's home so I took it to the birthday girl's house. Unfortunately, she was allergic or was afraid of cats so i had to bring it outside. After a while, I thought ' cats are more intelligent with returning homes than dogs' so i thought i should just leave it to let it go home itself, though I was still afraid it might be ran over. I went home and changed and came back. I saw some of my friends surrounding the cat. The cat seemed to be perched on a fence of one of the houses along my street. Hence, my friends and I thought it might actually be it's home so I went up and knocked on the door. It was confirmed that the cat was there's, although they didn't actually buy the cat. The cat seemed to have strayed to their house just the day before yesterday. The family seemed to love the cat quite a lot and I managed to have the consent of seeing the cat every once in a while =D i was quite relieved. Afterwards, my friends and I went back to the party, which was actually across the street. hahaha! We played with the little children and most of them were so adorable! some of them cried and we tried to cheer them up. We also got quite with playing with them, but that's okay =D it was quite enjoyable for me. Also, I got to hold this baby boy called Martin. He was just gorgeous! He had cute chubby cheeks and he was very VERY adorable! That very same day I was thinking about my ideal family lifestyle in the future. Although, I don't think it would occur the same way as I wish it would occur, it was a nice thought =D. Hahaha! I also managed to make this guy, called William, quite afraid of me but my friend's and I didn't really like him because of his attitude and behaviour. I guess it was pretty slack of me to do something like that but I couldn't help myself. Oh wells. I went home at about 11:30 PM when a friend called me and we talked up to about 1:30 AM hahaha! And hence, i woke up so late today =D. I also had mcdonalds for lunch today.

PS. I forgot to mention how some of my friends went on a campaign for Kevin 07. Mitchell, the guy that started this, did it for the badges. I guess their efforts didn't go wasted since the ALP did win the election. Now Kevin Rudd is our new Prime Minister. CONGRATS!!

Thursday 22 November 2007

jack jumped too soon out of the box

At the moment, my body is made of guilt. Guilt, sadness, and stupidity. You would be wondering "what's up with all the drama." Today, I believe I have added another regret to my list of disappointments because I have blindly jumped to conclusions and had possibly ruined a great friendship. I can NOT believe I have done such an idiotic thing today! I just hope it hasn't ruined our friendship. I don't think I should mention it on here for it can be quite personal so do not worry about it. I wish ... I wish i can go back in time and change the sequence of events... or change my words ... change ANYTHING! *laughs dryly* It's strange how we are learning about the concepts of change in Advance English as part of our year 11 topics. You know, once my friend told me that I quite a good observer and am quite empathetic .. but at this very moment, that fact is proven as incorrect for I believe I do not deserve those gifts. If was to have those gifts, I believe I wouldn't be in this situation in the first place. You can say I'm being melodramatic, but I do feel like I am drowning in guilt and sorrow due to the hurt I would have possibly caused for this person. If that person is reading this, I would really like to apologise and that I would want to consider about the issue a bit more.

I am sincerely sorry, please forgive me.

Wednesday 21 November 2007

welcome intro.

What can I say? I have been inspired to begin my own blog after seeing various blogs made by my friends. You can say it's peer pressure, but I prefer to call it 'inspiration.' I know I'm old enough to know that I'm not that easily influenced due to peer pressure for I am a senior now, and although I just begun my senior life as an 11th grader for only a couple of weeks, I beliecve have past the phase where I follow the crowd and attempt to be 'in' all the time. I am now a unique and identified individual, and not a 'somebody' that just follows the perspectives of others. Although, at times I do feel like I am just a somebody on the sideline of my friends' lives but who am I to jump to conclusions and make assumptions of my friends because i believe we've been through enough that things don't always need to be said to be understood. Currently, I am typing this up at 10 something at night, almost 11 P.M, and I have finished my cup of lemonade. Unfortunately, although I had learn from a commercial that drinking from a cup, than through a straw, will actually have a higher risk of damaging my teeth I am still drinking with my mouth than a straw. And since I am temporarily stuck with braces, and that my mum bought many soft drink bottles because she thought I should have some before I have some kind of illness that would stop me from drinking, like diabetes or something, and that I hardly have drank soft drinks for the past few years, I believe my teeth will slowly disintegrates ... NO! I'm kidding hahaha! Of course I'm going to prevent that from happening! There is no way I would allow my teeth to turn bag after all the effort of getting braces and all. This year, I assumed, have changed a lot for me. Physically and mentally. I guess it's mostly a positive impacts. But hey, everyone has their ups and downs. At the moment I am currently in an ... how can I put this ... 'sticky situation.' But hey! I think I'll manage... i usually do anyways =) so wish me luck and hope I'll get through this with ... flying colours and a lasting friendship.